Well, I'm still waiting for the bubble to burst. And it hasn't. So I'm beginning to think this is what they call 'the turning point'.
Do you think there comes a time in your life when you find the 'thing' you've been looking for - the missing element that gels everything else in your life together and makes everything okay? Maybe this is it? Maybe I have reached that epic turning point of myth and mythology.
In truth, I'm still too afraid to accept that maybe, just maybe, I have finally earned this. Just in case I jinx it and something goes wrong. So I'm still looking over my shoulder I guess. Who wants to tempt fate, to let their guard down.
I am genuinely not used to things being this good. Don't get me wrong, I am enjoying this change of stance. I love it and I want to accept it and stop questioning why. But I am genuinely scared that if I do, it's going to get snatched away.